When things in my life's get twisted a bit --and all of a sudden-- I lost the super woman in me, makes me be more like a melancholic girl, the fragile baby or.. or.. that pathetic loser.. or is it really am I?For cryin' out loud, I need no one than my best buddies now, who can understand what woman's feel, that no man could! Or I guess I just make myself too... "get carried away" by SATC, by watching their trailer last night? Made me feel like I'm the loneliest woman in this planet, while there were four of them? All I need is a friend, a friend to understand, to share, to laugh with, to shop together, to help me & who I will help with pleasure, to be outspoken with each other, to lighten up our day that full of masculinity, boundaries, barriers, so sick of it.. I wish i could just be myself around...
I even assumed that I didn't get the obvious morning sickness every morning.. It was more like boundaries & masculinity phobia.. It makes me sick every morning.. However, I just miss my independency and I think the baby got it too..
Never mind, I'll keep carry on.. Now, I just wants to go to the movie theater and enjoy myself a big box of popcorn with lots of butter on top of it and watch Sex and The City and get carried away crying or laughing about it --remembering my girls--... that's it for now.
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