A baby story

If I had a chance from God to buy myself a baby, then I would, no matter how much they cost. It all comes up when I help my sister-in-law’s 2 days ago delivering her 3rd child. She had been pregnant for almost 9 month and 21 days, but that baby seems so comfortable in his Mom’s womb, he didn’t even push her mom to deliver him right away. So my sister-in-law’s husband gets worried and immediately put her up in a local hospital for some injection that stimulates the baby for a smooth delivery. I was there 2 days ago and thrilled, anxious, at the same time very happy for knowing the baby is going to deliver soon. But not for long we were all covered with fears and uncertainties because it’s already almost 48 hours that the baby didn’t even show the doctor a single sign to come out. We get terribly worried and until the last decision was made that my brother-in-law agreed to process a delivery with caesarian section.

For short, the baby has born yesterday at approximately 10 PM, with no difficulties at all. He is very cute, chubby, tiny, his skin is amazingly smooth and fair, his hair is wavy & thick, not to mention his innocent face and adorable baby-scented. Baby is an angel, he brings new hope, new faith—For that I cry tonight, for a dream to have my own, a dream that sometimes fade into hesitation, for my heart cannot explain—Looking at his cute tiny fingers, red lovable lips, walnut eyes, it just thrills me inside. And as my brother-in-law whispering the sound of ‘Adzan’ in his ears, he unbelievably acts as if he know what it means. Watching him undressed and lay there to get himself a diaper and stuff from the nurse, makes me think that this is worth millions than to watch a Sting concert or even a Madonna one. It is then proved at that second, that hedonism is once again being broken easily by spiritualism in front of my very own eyes. That the joy and pleasure is in our heart all along for all this time, I can’t believe that we were too busy trying to look for them in many other places, no wonder we could never found it.

For that I pray, for God Almighty, to spare each and every one of us that often made mistakes, to spare me and my husband and gifted me a wonderful baby that will bring the outmost of happiness in our life. Amin.